This year has been sweet and sour. My best friend has gone and I miss him so much. But then again is Christmas the time when my family comes and I feel protected like nothing can't hurt me. It's a love that it's pure and naive, it's always there. Sunday, I went to a birthday party its was a quinceñera and it was awesome!!! We dance our butts off!!! We didn't care if we dance bad or look like retards but I had the best time of my life and I have no regrets!!! It was great all my friends were there and we dance techno, merengue , salsa and bachata even regueton... jajaja... It was so much freakin fun!!! In that party it didn't matter my problems or my pain it all seem to fade away. And that's when I knew we are the only ones that can make us suffer, if we hold on to the pain, we will never see the sunshine. Only the brave ones try to walk towards the unknown and healing while walking without caring if it would happen again. Well if I fall again, I got to keep on walking because life it's a box full of suprises and I don't wanna miss a thing. I prefer to not be safe in my pain and memories, I will walk on and build new ones... And learn from my many mistakes. I am very stubborn and I will not play dead for nobody. I don't go with the flow, I go with my own flow... I can't wait for the new year, I am anxious to see what it will bring. I hope for the best but if I get the worst I will still be happy... Sad and depressing I will be someday but not forever as soon as I find the solution for the problem, you will see me smiling again.


Happy Christmas!!! Don't forget the true meaning of christmas !!! Christmas it's love and giving you all to the persons who needs it.